So I saw the whole Alex still being alive coming from nine hundred miles away. I then decided I didn't want her to be with Julian because then it would kind of make her feelings for Alex feel kind of fake or fickle. If you are giving up your entire way of life for someone, you better love them until you die. But then I grew to really like Julian. Now I don't know who I want her to be with. Yes, of all the other important things addressed in the book, this is the thing that I am going to just think about until the next book comes out!